I've graduated from HS 2 days ago.. but I was too lazy and tooo tired to write about that ^^() but it was pretty great.. but I only have $500 scholarship.. it doesn't really help much.. oh well..
yesterday, I was at Kenneth's house... and we had a moving party... we played some MJ and other things.. it was fun..
Today, I was out with Kenneth again to go to the library and walked around Richmond.. it was fun.. but a bit tiring though ^^()
ya.. I'll probably write again later... heehee
2 exams down 3 more to go...
chem was pretty easy.. if I made any mistake it would probably be sillly mistakes.. and I think I got 3 marks off arleady =\
english was ok... but the prose essay was hard.. I hope I do good on it..
math 2molo.. >.< and I didn't really study --> BAAAD
Allan talked to me about how Dan only wants to have someone to love... he doesn't relaly love..
as for Dan.. -_- he talked about politics... boooooring... (I don't wanna fight -_-)
*shrugs* I ate anyway... don't wanna get sick before exams... now I'm sleepy again.. *sigh*
I skipped dinner again... I don't wanna eat.. I'm not hungry... I wanna sleep... sleep for a very very long time.. yes.. sleep.... I don't wanna talk to anyone... just wanna sleep... kind of like taking a sama holiday... now I finally understand why John did what he did in the end...
ok.. I should have wrote this yesterday... but ^^() I was tooo lazy.. but here we go..
it was awards' night last night. I got 3 awards... 2 of the usual (Principal's honor roll, and service award) but the 3rd one was a suprise for me. i thought the other girl in my class would have got it.. but I guess not. ^^() and yes, I'm talking about the TAC awards. I have a little plat to go with it too.. -_- but they FORGOT to make one for me.. grrr... but.. still, I was happy last night.
after the awards' night... I drove home.. >.< I nearly drove over a cat.. good thing I stopped on time... or else I would have killed it.. grr... dupid guy who scared the cat into the road!
then today Allan's graduation ceremony.... he had a baad headache >.< that's baad... very baad... poor Allan... he hasn't been happy over the past few days since I got my mod. position at FCFMB...
I was very happy yesterday 'cause I got to be the mod at FCFMB... but today, I found out that a lot of people are against this.. I'm sad... I am... and I'm not feeling well physically either.. that's not helping...
but what made me sad the most is that Allan is also against it... he things that me being a mod will get in the way of the friendship betwen him and his friends.. *sigh*
but really.. I'm mad at him... not because of what he say about my skills as a mod, but because of what he say about me not caring about him. he thinks that I don't care about him... how can he think that way? I really will die for him if I have to... I care about him more than anything else.. when he said I don't care about him.. I feel like dying... it's like my heart is being teared into thousand and thousand of pieces... I can't hold my tears back... I've been crying and crying.. but that won't do anything.. will it?
right now, both my MSN and ICQ are off.. if he wants to say something to me, he will have to e-mail me or something...
yay!! finally I got my courses registered ^^ that's good..
but.. :( I couldn't finish my calc final exam today.. >.< I didn't do the last question.. waaah... I can only get an A now if all the stuff I did was right...
